How I found You, NoBoDy

If there were no one
Who would gaze upon the stars
Giving them life
Expanding their reach

Who would lie in the ocean
Melding with waves
Dreaming of life
Reaching for the last falling wish

Who would dance
With the grass in their toes
Wishing for life
Upon the last shooting star before dawn

Who would cry to the heavens
Searching for hope
Among the lantern lights of Gods
Hung in the pale moon sky

If there were no one
Would there be stars
An ocean
A grassy meadow

Such questions find me
As I sit by the lake
My toes in the grass
Stars firing my inspiration

Dont know whether you will read this or not , But I ever made you my inspiration , i ever considered you my truth , i ever thought you my Reality & I Just loved You n You :-)

If My past Could be My future

For as long as I can remember
you have had the biggest part in my life
There has always been this magic between us
and I never even wasted a minute on the idea
that we could ever grow apart

But now I'm left here alone
thinking of our memorable past
realizing it's the only thing I have left of you
memories that were once so sweet and meaningfull
but now became so bitter and painfull
Because I'm concious of the fact
that I'll never experience them ever again

And I didn't just lose our love.I lost our friendship that was so precious to me.But it's impossible for me to 'just be your friend.And make you love me again
the way you used to before you fell for U ..

Just know that you are my entire past
but that you are not even a part of my future ..=(

I Always Hide My Tears

Tears burning as they fall
My soul is crying for you
Melting a path to my heart
Where love still lives so true

Memories screaming in flame
Holding your picture again
Eternity has stood still
Since you left me in pain

How do I live in darkness
Without you lighting my way
Fading images haunting my life
When I turned and left that day

Hiding beneath tide of misery
Waiting to be swept away
Drowning waves of broken dreams
Never your love would I betray

Will you catch me when I fall
From my cliff of sorrow
Need your love to continue living
Without you time is borrowed..

My Wish is Only You "Vidya"

The world of dreams
Beckons me again
It's a dream of a world
With nothing else but pain

Nothing feels right
Something is gone
I feel empty and hollow
My heart turns to stone

It is you that I miss
It's my soul that is gone
Is this my destiny?
Forever alone?

I'm tired of wanting
I'm tired of needing
And each time I succeed
I am left dead and bleeding

Say you love me
And I'll love you too
But I'll never say that I do
beCause you wouldn't love me too

vidya

I Love You Vidya. I think today i hurt you, i am asking sorry indirectly. This is the first time i hurt one girl. Sorry once again.
Hearing words piercing my heart
Expressing abyssal pain
Sharing fearful inner thoughts
Broken spirit still remains

Soft whispers became icy arrows
Puncturing a delicate target
My drawn lips, tightened bow
Projectile voice, tipped with regret

Placed upon a pedestal
Spitting accusations of wrong
Scorning you for my past
By my side, is where you belong

Toxic words more damaging
Than a physical strike
Killing loving life essence
Faster than the third reich

Splintering what we've built
Slicing beauty to the core
Filled with heavy sorrow
Hope to repair what I tore

Crystal heart has been shattered
By your testimate of pain
Love from a magenta gem
Attempting to maintain ..

~ The smiles now have faded, as has the sun; A lifetime without you has now just begun